Friday, October 11, 2013

Madness

What are we as a civilization, the horrors that I see humanity is in the atrocities, the murders, massacres, the rapes, the thievery, and utter disregard of believing a human to have any semblance of sense. I refuse to accept it, refuse to accept that humanity is defined by all these things. I may be shit at things which people call as normal, simple things for many like a prolonged conversation, attachments towards humans or objects, a simple smile just to make others feel at ease. I refuse to be all this, I will be intentionally shit cause I will not be evil and give in to the insanity prevalent inside. I am being kind to myself and the world, it is terrifying to know what I am capable of even in the small samples that I have witnessed.

The creation that this Earth harbors and maybe the universe protects are all in danger by humanities inherent thirst for war, for glory for supremacy. I refuse to be a part of this, the madness that you all harbor inside your hearts. I will laugh at it, I will laugh at your face right in-front of you not because you are doing something special. Because you are not doing it right, you could have done whatever you are doing so much better.

If all of this wasn't enough, I will tell you more. Try living a life alone with no contact and an essential thirst to acquire knowledge, keep on acquiring information about everything possible. The more you learn the more you know about life, you realize its a worthless dream, all of us, we are nothing, we stare into nothingness but we dream of being great. I will tell you what being great is, its controlling the basic human tendencies and laughing at its face. Laughing because you know you will do better but why would you not do it, because doing that you will accept everything that you are aghast by, everything that you believe has no sense.

Some people they just cannot fathom it and they turn into even bigger evil incarnations, I will still laugh at all of them. I will say I have embraced the madness and by doing that I am being kind.

"I don't believe you have to be better than everybody else. I believe you have to be better than you ever thought you could be."
-Ken Venturi 

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